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Stitched Hand and Other Stuff

Sun Mar 12, 2017, 3:19 AM



Gonna combine the journals I posted elsewhere into one because...stuff XD
I mentioned this on one of the other sites but I ended up in the clinic getting stitches yesterday in my finger. I went out to feed my dog, ended up getting bit by a cat of all things. My cat 8I for that matter. Really hard. I'll spare the long and involved story, but I had a torn open finger that was gushing blood on everything for like 40 minutes, had flesh hanging out. Looked broken like holy crud it got weird looking.

So they stitched it back up, I had to get a tetanus shot, and antibiotics, they did an x ray because it was super swollen and looked all broken and what not but wasn't broke. 

Anyway the main reason I'm mentioning it is because it's my drawing hand. So along with all those other things it'll probably have me slowed down for awhile. I still have a backlog of a few things I haven't posted though so some stuff should still go up.


*It's also gotten insanely infected looking now despite treatment and like half of my hand has turned red down to my wrist and super sore. Going in tomorrow again to see about that.

*Will be adding to my profile that I have Short Term Memory Loss, and that I am quite inconsistently around while trying to get fixed back up. That's mainly to let people know to keep poking me if I've said I'll do something and forget to.



That's all!

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Update

Wed Mar 8, 2017, 4:52 PM



  I just wanted to stop in and say hi. I've had my friend post a journal or two for me. Can't remember how many now haha. But this is actually me. =p I've had 3 blood patches in the last 30 days the most recent was just last Friday. Last one did not go well. I don't know result wise what it did, but, things were not working right. To keep things short and simple the numbing stuff didn't work and the calming stuff didn't work. And they were working around my tailbone with long needles and what not. My tailbone already has painful issues to begin with. Whatever they did first sent me into like...shock. I was awake but I couldn't talk or like force my body to move. And I was in a crud ton of pain. 

  When they got done I was crying, and shaking but I still couldn't talk. So they took me to recovery and got me pain meds and stuff, I had spiked a 102 fever out of nowhere, was bright red, shaking like crazy and couldn't stop crying or talk. After a few rounds of dilauded the shaking stopped and I could finally talk, but the crying went on for a lot longer. They eventually got it all under control. On that note, I have like really high pain tolerance. I don't believe I've ever cried during any kind of procedure before. Sooo yeah. That was rough, and scary.

  That said I've been feeling like absolute crud. My stomach is not agreeing with me, my insides feel like someone grabbed them and tore them out, then there's the pain from the operation and for some reason my heels keep going numb which is not a good thing I just don't remember what it means in regards to the procedure. 

They also seem to be having issues with my veins the last couple times for some reason...2nd bloodpatch they missed it like 5 times, a place up in the upper arm, and then it popped ;n; it hurt. And last time they chose another weird spot and I think they pierced the whole vein. None of the meds they were putting in it felt like they did anything, and being my third time, I was pretty aware of what they were supposed to feel like. Kinda weird too because all the doctors always say my veins are really good and they have no issues with them.

Also if this bloodpatch doesn't work they're ordering a test to see where they're at and if I have any others. That knowledge is good, but unfortunately the test to do it is....not fun at all. They said its basically the equivalent of a spinal tap....which sounds....awful ;n; 


   So yeah I'm still alive, just feeling really awful. I hope I'll be able to draw again soon. I really miss it.

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Devious Journal Entry

Wed Feb 22, 2017, 8:12 PM



With everything going on, including the Bloodpatch and the recovery thereof, it might be important to give a recap of what is happening.  So here is a short(ish) summary (copy/paste from a helpful soul so I didn't have to type it all out) of what is causing this and what to expect.

"Health Report: for many moons Sharky has been dealing with a lot of physical abnormalities due to what came to be known as POTS (look it up). It has also been responsible for some thought/mental challenges, difficulty with sound and a plethora of other issues.  More recently it was found that this is probably due to a CSF leak (cerebral spinal fluid) around her spine in multiple places.  The reduction of pressure in this system resulting in POTS-like symptoms if not POTS itself.  One of the leaks, and the one being treated currently, was due to an attempt to numb the nerves in that area (lower back/tailbone) to stop or reduce severe pain in her tailbone.  The procedures she's had for these leaks are called bloodpatches and can be one of two types: the first uses your own blood (drained from you then directly injected into the CSF sac) to create a wider reaching patch, and the second using fibrin glue (a pre-mixture of blood and coagulants) best used for more precise application and has the potential to better seal the leak.  This is done through an epidural which is a very long needle inserted into the spine and surrounding to inject the patch Into the CSF sac to seal the leaks.  This is super painful and they have to insert the needle multiple times during the procedure. She's had this done twice now in the same area with some positive results.  Currently she is recovering as she has to lay flat and still for many days to keep the bloodpatch in place while it takes hold (not "lay still as you can and try not to move" but "seriously, don't move, at all"). She is also on many medications including percoset which makes her extremely tired causing long periods of sleep and quite the grumpiness.  So far we don't know if the additional bloodpatch has caused any new changes but the procedure went well.  It can take days - weeks to see meaningful results so hang in there if you aren't getting responses from her.  

There is another bloodpatch scheduled for March 3rd, this one will hopefully address possible leaks in the upper back and neck.  The sudden sealing of the CSF sac can cause a build up of pressure which can itself cause additional problems in the short-term but "should" alleviate themselves as the body realizes it doesn't have to create as much fluid (since its not leaking as badly, or at all).  Again it can be many weeks before any real signs of long term benefit comes from this, however, some benefits can be almost immediate.  This is a long, tiring and quite painful process both physically and mentally but she'll be back up and running in no time."

That wasn't too bad to read.  If you have additional questions about POTS or CSF leaks then the internet offers very well written and informed explanations.  As was said above I am not in a position where I can easily answer questions you might have.  Thank you for your understanding and patience. =)

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Alive Still XP

Mon Feb 13, 2017, 9:18 AM



 I am alive after my procedure. XD Lots of pain. Having some issues with some of the meds for post care. I have another Bloodpatch scheduled for the 21st and the 28th I think. So it'll still be a bit before I am back. The first one did improve things some =o Like maybe 35% . So if the others all knock that much off >,> XDXD WILL BE DOING GOOD. 

  My memory has improved some,not leaps and bounds, but definitely some =o and my head isn't quite as bad. Ringing in my ears stopped so here's hoping!

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Bloodpatch and Absence

Thu Feb 2, 2017, 4:16 AM



  My procedure for my first bloodpatch got bumped from being over a month away to being on Friday. A cancellation came in literally while I was in my appointment today. Anyway supposedly they're pretty painful and I'll have to stay out of town in a hotel for a few days before I can come home because you have to lay flat so that the clot can form and take hold and all that. Then 6 weeks of restricted activity. Anyway I have no idea how good or bad I'll be doing so if I'm away for awhile its because of that. =o

They're gonna hit the first one Friday then I'm scheduled for another Feb 21st in which they'll attempt to hit the other two. If that fails then they have to do another scan thing to pinpoint the location further. Hopefully I don't have to have that though because apparently its like 3 years worth of radiation in a single day and causes a csf leak in doing it because they have to puncture the spinal cord. 

Anyway! Yes! So good news c= Sort of XD the good news is I get to have it done, and hopefully it'll help. The bad news is I'm gonna hurt a lot XD and probably be super sick for awhile.

  If they're able to hit the right places in theory my herniated brain portion should go back up from where it is down in my neck, and the migraine like headache I'vev had for a year or two (can't remember XP) will go away, and so should POTS and they think it might improve some of my nausea too. Oh and my memory. My memory should come back. SO HERE'S HOPING.

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Litten Trades

Sat Jan 28, 2017, 5:22 PM



For anyone still wanting free littens, I think I missed a few of you...and I can't find your comments now. The best way to get ahold of me is via Telegram. (I'm Voidshark) that said, if you want one today I am around and will try to do so. Free trades. I don't need anything special in return. 

I think some of you may have my old FC, so here's the new one:
Voidshark
FC: 3926-9709-8637


If you need to schedule a trade time with me, evenings work best for me, especially on weekends. And I'm in Pacific Time. If you tell me when you wanna trade I can tell my friend so he can remind me. My memory is unfortunately crud until I get the bloodpatch so I can't remember myself >_>

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Picarto Stream

Sat Jan 21, 2017, 8:37 PM



Probably coloring new QDV characters on ironically, two year old images XD Anyway drop on in. =)

If you want one of those littens btw, just hit me up in stream at any time, and I can do the trade while streaming =o 


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Sorry about that, stuff happened. Anyway I can still trade them if you still want them, just comment below. Also if you have a time that works for you. (I'll need to know the timezone though unless you use Pacific) Generally Tuesdays or Thursdays are the best for me because I don't have doctor appointments on said day.

Also anyone who wants to add my Friend Code on your 3ds feel free to, if you give me yours I'll add you too. Note it has changed since last time cause I was using a friend's DS and it kinda broke so I set up my own id now.

3926-9709-8637  VoidShark

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Bigg(ish) News + Free Littens

Tue Dec 27, 2016, 3:17 AM



  If you want a free Litten, just let me know =) I have like 18 boxes full of them. My FC is: 4854-7586-0600 VoidShark
It may change soon though as I have murdered this poor 3DS and have ordered a new one. I'm unsure if I'll be transferring the account over or not because the account is actually my friend's (who gave me the 3DS) but if you want a Litten, for now it works. If you want a specific nature or gender, let me know, It'll be a while supplies last sort of thing, but I'm happy to give them out in the meantime~ Trying to get another shiny. XD


  On to the big news though!


  First off, I'm back. I know my leave was unannounced but I plan on being back and more active now.

  Second, Commissions are going to the way side. Meaning I can focus on my comic, stories, and Qwuedeviv/DL/PGV art


Profile Overhaul!


My profile is rather outdated...in the coming while I am going to be giving it a major overhaul. Also gonna try to upload story 2 the rest of the way. 


Group Overhaul!


Gonna be doing some work on the various groups I have. Unsure it it'll be an overhaul, or getting rid of it, or repurposing or what but stuff will be happening.

Everything Overhaul!


Everything is pretty outdated. My website, the comic site, the sites where I upload stuff, the sites where I sell stuff. I'm going to be working on updating all that stuff.  Some may be done away with too.

Qwuedanjj Qwuedeviv


I think I entirely forgot to mention these guys. Qwuedanjj Qwuedeviv are the 'normal' people of Qwuedeviv world, and it's fine to make FCs of them too. They will be more info about that soon, but basically these are your free range guys. They're not in the military, and they're pretty versitile. I should be covering that with the rest of the overhaul.


More Relevant Updates


I'll be moving away from adopts and commissions, so you'll see a lot more personal art going up. IE, deviv etc stuff. Also a lot of my deviv stuff has been undergoing an overhaul. SO MUCH OVERHAUL.

Healthwise


I'll give some updates sometime but they have figured out a lot of what's wrong with me. I've got a couple procedures planned for the early portion of next year that may help significantly. 
POTS, EDS, Dysautonomia, CSF Leak, Chiari/Herniated portion of brain are the main known causes of my issues at this time, in no specific order. The CSF leak is what they'll be going after first. Basically fluid isn't cushioning my brain so its rubbing and pulling downwards and that causes all kinds of bad stuff.
Oh and I also broke a rib and tore some ligaments and its taking forever to heal 8I 


FINALLY


If I say I'm going to do something and proceed not to do it, bug me about it. Seriously. I have the memory span of about 1-2 seconds. That's part of the CSF Leak thing. I've got severe memory loss 8I and I do mean severe. So yeah! By all means poke at me, because I don't mean to not do what I say.




In conclusion, this stuff won't be instant, it's just what I'll be working on in the coming months. =) Thanks for reading, everyone!

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  Yes I know, suddenly covering all the varying occurrences. XP I'll eventually fill in the inbetweens, but for now! Anyone got any New Year's resolutions? I've never been huge on them because I always felt like if one was gonna make changes there was plenty of other opportunities and new year's resolutions tend to not get followed through on, BUT ANYWAY. The point is, this year I have one. XD

  Medically speaking, I'm supposed to have a couple procedures done *crosses fingers* that could potentially help out a lot. That aside though, my plan for this upcoming year is to get back to work on everything! The last couple years there has really not been much 'deviv stuff. It was because I was earning money for a tablet with commissions and then health took a nose dive and I needed comms for medical stuff. SO. I'm hoping to give everything an overhaul. I mentioned on one of the other sites, but hadn't said it here yet. That is, I need to update the sites, my profile, some other stuff I haven't entirely looked into yet. XD I plan on updating more stuff more often. 

 The last several months I had been working to get things more organized across the various sites. And update the new FA and all that. Anywaaaaaaay long story short, I've got plans. XP Hopefully I'll be able to accomplish them. Oh! And I'm also hoping to be more active here again, in terms of replying and what not. And catch ALL the Pokemon! .........cause I've never completed a single pokedex before... XD

  So what about you guys? Any plans?



On a second note! I know Christmas has come and gone, and a lot of you were waiting for Pokemon Sun or Moon. I've had mine since the release date, but long story short, if anyone would like a lovely Litten, hit me up. =o We can exchange friend codes and I can get you one. I can even nickname it for you if you want. I have 16 boxes full of littens because I was trying to get a shiny. So yeah!

Most of my Littens know Ember, Heat Wave, Fake out and Crunch.
I have male and females. (more males than females but a good handful of females)

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Merry Christmas, All!

Sun Dec 25, 2016, 12:45 AM



  I know I've been kind of quiet. That's a long story but it will be remedied soon. Anyway! Merry Christmas to all of you. ^-^ I hope you have an enjoyable time and get some of those things you've wanted. ^-^

  I really wanted to do like days of christmas gifts or at the very least a christmas pic this year, but alas. Schedule and commissions said nooooo. 

  Anyway! Merry Christmas! =D I've been playing Pokemon Moon btw =o If anyone wants to trade friend codes or whatever that would be fun owo but it'd probably be worth waiting until I get my 3ds issue worked out.

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Telegram Group Chat

Mon Nov 28, 2016, 11:17 PM



  For anyone who has Telegram, I have a telegram group chat where we talk in between Picarto streams, and also that group always gets to know when there is a stream going on lol. I know not everyone likes Telegram, and that's fine. Do note I don't use Skype or any other messengers anymore though.
telegram.me/qdv_voidshark

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Picarto Stream Rules

Wed Nov 23, 2016, 4:02 AM



  Watchers, you can ignore this journal, I'm placing it here just so I can link it when I run streams, so it's not relevant to anything right now.


Picarto Chat Rules

-Limit foul or vulgar language as much as possible. It doesn’t have to be 100% free, but my chat leans towards family friendly with occasional ventures into a more PG-13 realm.

-Please keep in mind there may be younger viewers.

-Do not post links to Adult images, or Adult sites unless stream is marked NSFW.

-Do not incite drama.

-Be courteous of others within the chat, you don’t have to agree with them, but don’t intentionally stir up arguments.

-While I am working on art (obviously XP), you’re welcome to ask me questions or chat at me. I do check the chat on the side. If I skip over your message by accident, just alert me with the @ voidshark prompt, and I’ll make sure to read it.

-Posting occasional SFW links is fine, just don’t spam them.

-Do not impersonate other users.

-An occasional name change is fine, but don’t change it every two seconds.



Regarding Media

-I don’t take song requests

-Sometimes I allow requests on movies via the provided movie list I have.

 

Also regarding movies, I tend to post all sorts of movies while drawing, some good, others bad. I’m all for having a good laugh at a ‘bad’ movie, but PLEASE keep in mind if there are people present who genuinely like the movie, don’t be a complete downer on them or the movie. You can still have your laughs, but try to be considerate and find a happy medium. I don’t want people to have to feel like they need to go with the majority or be ridiculed out of the chat. We’re here to have fun, not make people feel bad.


Regarding Multi-Stream

-There is no certain level of skill required to Multi-Stream with me.

-Your content must be SFW unless stream is marked NSFW, or I make an exception or something.

-Preferably either cartoony or animal related art is what I like to multi stream with. This includes humans, but not drawn super realistically. HOWEVER, if you are a regular watcher of my streams and draw realistically, that’s fine to request a Multi-Stream with still. This is mainly in place to discourage people who have no interaction with me from requesting a multi-stream to boost view count rather than for the viewers mutual interest.

-I tend to cycle through. That is, I don’t want to multi-stream with the same person every time. I like to have some variety. This doesn’t mean you cannot stream with me two times in a row or anything, but rather to understand Multi-streaming with me once does not guarantee you a spot every time I stream or give you first dibs on the spot if you and someone else ask at the same time.

- I ask that if you are Multi-streaming with me, and bringing your viewer base with you, that you make them aware of my chat rules. (Primarily, not to be mean to the other viewers). If your viewer base is too rude and mean to the others and it seems they are no longer having fun, I may turn down future requests.

-I usually am fine with people sending me Multi-Stream requests, the reasons I may turn it down are if I’m ending my stream soon, am just feeling really under the weather (and thus not sure how long I’ll be able to go), or if I’m wanting to keep things more low-key and relaxed. There’s no harm in asking though, it doesn’t annoy me by any means.


Regarding Art:

-I don’t do requests, unless otherwise stated.

-Not taking Art Trades currently.

-Commissions I take occasionally, and are usually announced when they open via journals on the art sites I am on.




***



 Now, I realize this is a lot of rules, but it’s not really to limit anyone’s fun, but rather to keep it friendly enough that many can enjoy. I’m not super strict on my rules, if you mess something up, I’m not going to automatically kick you out. If you mess up more than once, I’m not necessarily going to kick you out either, I’ll just ask that you please remember whatever rule you’re breaking.


 The main ways one can find themselves temporarily kicked from chat, is outright refusing to follow the rules and/or having a bad attitude about it and constantly riding the boundary line.




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New FA ACCOUNT

Tue Jul 12, 2016, 9:00 PM



I may have posted this in the past, but basically just an announcement incase you didn't know, I moved FA accounts a few months back.

The new one is VoidShark
www.furaffinity.net/user/voids…

Nothing is changing about my DA nor am I leaving it. Just alerting to the new fa.

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Qwuedeviv Merchandise

Sat Jul 9, 2016, 4:18 AM



docs.google.com/presentation/d…

Linky Linky. Sorry it's taken me so long to post it. It took forever to get decent pics and a price system that worked and made sense. XD

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  Who out of the characters listed below would you prefer to see a comic backstory of? Basically, as you all know, I write stories, and what I'm asking here, is if instead of a written story, you got to see one's history played out in a comic form which would be the one you guys would want most?  

Choices are:

Void Shark (formerly Loan Shark)
Pokeyoo (He never changes 8I XP)
The Tuulimede
Dr. Leech
NONE OF THEM EVUR

Yes those were very odd choices to choose from. NOW CHOOSE. 0w0 

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New Warriors Book Came

Tue Mar 15, 2016, 2:09 AM



  Haven't had a chance to read it yet but I noticed they've changed the shape of the clan symbols. Not sure if they did it before and I just didn't notice it. =p Also that they have a cat map and a human map XD Kinda neat. I like the new graphics above the chapters too. I'm doing absolutely terrible today healthwise, but thought I'd post something so people know I'm still alive. =p My stomach was the absolute worst today though then its been in a loooong time and I kept fading in and out of consciousness. Not like sleep, but consiousness. No fun for sure. Hopefully I'm a bit better by tomorrow cause I've got that messed up arm still and have to go to physical therapy. 

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  Ignore that derpy title. Anyway it is official that~ Mesh has been renamed. I've been working on it for awhile and am quite happy with what I came up with. =D And I know I never even told people I was changing it's name so, SURPRISE. XP And humor me lol with my stupid updates. I'm sick in bed not getting better at all. Quite honestly wondering if I've developed ulcers in my stomach now, can't eat anything, so gonna need to try and get into see my doctor. In the meantime, enjoy stupid updates.

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 I've been debating back and forth whether to start giving canine characters more of a muzzle or not and experimenting with such as well. See it is a fairly common assumption, in my observation that the ability to draw these, or the lack there of, make people come to conclusions about an individual's "skill." But that's silly, just because you can draw something doesn't mean you choose to include it in your particular style, and just because there is a lack of it doesn't necessarily mean the person doesn't know how to draw it.They could just choose not to.

 Long story short! I've always felt longer muzzles mess up my style, and I still feel that way. So I'm not going to be switching to a longer muzzle style and if people don't like that, well then I'm sorry. I am capable of drawing them, but I'm opting out of it for my style. That said, you can expect my art to carry on looking as it already does =o

  I'm not entirely sure why I decided to make this an announcement but I am.



Other stuff:
You'll have to bear with me everyone I am ridiculously behind again and am not gonna lie here, I'm going to continue to be until at least I'm done with commissions. Still trying to find a balance of "normal" but commissions are certainly not helping that effort. XD In the meantime expect slow responses. =p


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'Shipping makes a Smooleh Unhappeh

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 25, 2015, 10:10 PM


  Okay I know I'm supposed to be gone, but =I =I EVERYONE NEEDS A FAIR WARNING.

Ship characters with mah devivs and there will be anger =I I am pretty cool about most things,
but that particular thing bugs me. I dunno why, but it is totally one of the things that makes me angry n stuff.
I'm generally a pretty mellow person, but do be forewarned, if you 'ship my charas in ways they aren't meant to be...

  Well quite honestly, I probably won't like you. =I or talk to you. And be mad n stuff.

Naturally I can't stop people from drawing it--okay I technically could, but chasing everyone down with copyrights would be
stupid and a pain. But I can not like people @ u @ so if you wanna be on friendly terms with me, I'd suggest not doing that.



Also, I'm not talking about pairing fan character and fan character together. I'm talking about pairing fan chara and canon
character or canon chara and nother canon character who has in no way been hinted at n stuff.


  I'm aware that's a weird thing to get worked up over but we all have our triggers. |D Mine is 'shipping things I've
spent years of my life creating and investing myself in @ u @ in ways they were never meant to be. Kinda feels like a kick
to the face of what I'm trying to do and all that.

On a lesser note, totally messing with the ruling of how my species work is another trigger. Just to a lesser degree. If it goes
against how things are supposed to run, I tend to just ignore it and pretend it dun exist.





Anyway I will resume being gone for the rest of the month and so forth now. Aside from one pic. I'm probably gonna post
one pic.


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